Poems

how many people still have a heart? were a dying breed. down to the last part, and everyone is filled with greed. They throw their lives away with the lottery. And every week when their numbers dont show up they feel the need, to bring everybody else down with them. truth is were all kind of lonely. truth is were scared. and trust me I totally get it, just be prepared. One day when your staring in that mirror and you wanna end it all. Just remember its just the start. you and yourself are having a brawl in your head, and everyone else is left with a broken heart. Cuz some people still have a heart.

I write over and over cant seem to get the words right. Same message just different type. Different mood. different hype. Looking for key to decipher our crazy minds. I want everyone to understand. I want everyone to relate. but i cant. my minds in a different state. I need the uplifting sound, shifting peoples hearts around. twisted souls stomped on the ground in need of filters so we sift through that mound of dirt. uncovering diamonds covered in blood from the pain and hurt. wondering what does it take to shake this world just to get us to love one another.

I keep fallin’, fallin’ and the rain.. keeps pourin’, pourin’. I don’t know if I can get up today. 
sitting alone miserable till my focus slows and the zone grows colder than stone. whiskey, rum, patron in the cauldron. busy tongues drown in their own taste buds. Lookin’ up to anyone but dad and mum. maybe crypts and bloods. actin’ like sluts and studs. minds of mud and souls of crud. But.. its that temporary numbness.. sure its dumb but it keeps us going like the base drum. excuses, excuses made again and again. one rule of thumb. Dependence of that medicine is something you shy away from. 
I keep fallin’, fallin’ and the rain.. keeps pourin’, pourin’. I don’t know if I can get up today.

Your the only one unreadable. Although against the odds my heart is undefeatable. Spin it, twist it, give it all you got it ain’t gonna rip. The hair of the dog made me equipped. I moved on,  was proved wrong, now its all gone. Then you expect me to write you a song. Fine. This is it. Should have been mine but I quit a little bit too early and now I sit, alone and I’m surely gonna miss that way you made my heart skip and pick up sticks like a new trick. So I try to fly to a new chick, but you clipped my wings its useless.

Now, tomorrow, and even yesterday. You got in my heart like open sesame.

I pray i dont slip. and if I do, may I be able to pick myself up quick. I remember the days I used to just sit and wimper. now I stand strong feeling witty and limber. But simple struggles trip me, leaving me with knees all bruised and bleeding. But time does heal, So I pray for patience and good feeting.

Your so transparent and this whole time I’ve been staring. Thought you were wearing a mask but that was the evil I saw through your figure of glass.

Endless potential, set back by regrets. Still I stay hopeful, placing my bets

New fitted, and a cut, new kicks, so what’s up? no one lookin’ as fresh as this, maw fuck.

I’ve written a million words, but my mind says write a billion..well I say I got enough for this rough road cuz I got tough tires on this lincoln whip.

I need to JUMP. Take off like a rocket, but I make excuses like, I need my nike shox.

I saw you, eyes of fire. Minds clashing, I was drunk from desire. You were sweet and classy, I held on by a wire. You had scissors in hand, hesitant to fall. That night was short, I gave it my all. Cuz you were worth it, I thought, but you never returned my call.

Strings stretched tight to the frets. Drums with the double bass, quick step. Trembling hands trying to hold the mic steady. But this is just rehearsal, this is just prep. Cuz tonight I’m rockin’ hard. k-town I’m gonna rep.

I’ve never been good at this, meet me halfway. Cuz I get nervous, I know I’m to blame. You pull me in, but I walk astray. If I only knew your true feelings. I never knew you felt this way. Now I’m left to continue to play, but I’m bored of this game. So let’s press restart, we can raise the stakes tonight. Show me your heart, you know your my kryptonite.

Ppl saying were in love, but I don’t see it. I shout my feelings from above, but you keep yours a secret. When push comes to shove and our hearts are bruised and beaten. We’ve had enough, I’m about to dive in. Don’t let me hit my head, reveal your deep end.